Aspirations

I just hope no one reads my posts currently as I am posting them now so that when I have time, I can edit them appropriately and may be use them for other things. Now the language and expressions could be colloquial or trash, pardon me for everything. Today I am stressed, in general about everything. Being a mother, trying to juggle with office, taking care of the baby, hobbies like reading books and then taking good health care of self and if time permits, spend some quality time with husband. I have people around me content with kids or with work or may be a shoddy mix of both. I am told that I need to relax, leave certain things to take their due course of time, but I can not wait. I wish to excel in my professional life and then there are other duty call that makes me leave much to be desired. Meditation is believed to help in these situations. Atleast they help us gain peace of mind, may be I should try it for some days and see if that's true. So many good movies to watch, good books to read, play with daughter, teach her so many things, make her ready for the world etc etc.. Will I ever be happy with what I am doing?