Aspirations

I just hope no one reads my posts currently as I am posting them now so that when I have time, I can edit them appropriately and may be use them for other things. Now the language and expressions could be colloquial or trash, pardon me for everything. Today I am stressed, in general about everything. Being a mother, trying to juggle with office, taking care of the baby, hobbies like reading books and then taking good health care of self and if time permits, spend some quality time with husband. I have people around me content with kids or with work or may be a shoddy mix of both. I am told that I need to relax, leave certain things to take their due course of time, but I can not wait. I wish to excel in my professional life and then there are other duty call that makes me leave much to be desired. Meditation is believed to help in these situations. Atleast they help us gain peace of mind, may be I should try it for some days and see if that's true. So many good movies to watch, good books to read, play with daughter, teach her so many things, make her ready for the world etc etc.. Will I ever be happy with what I am doing?

Narcissism

Its a shame that I have to restart my blog with a bitchy article..not that I care but still need to show that pretty face of mine to public. Anyway there is this known person "N" in my social circle. we worked together for some months in a company. Repulsive is such an understatement for this guy. Not a pleasing personality, its always about his ancestral home, money, horses and high earning wifey and yes sometime about his son who can bite other pretty girls at the age of 3. Now my point is even when you are good and you get a very nice offer, you dont go overboard and publish each and every teeny weeny bit article about you on social platforms. Its such a turn off. Guess some people can not digest success. now the point is, why am I so bothered. Am I jealous that I could not get such a nice offer as him and he is all over in the news? Well may be yes. This guy comes from a decent background and has some decent money, ancestral I mean. So it must be pinching him that in metro's, he can not show his money, or property and people are not paying him enough attention. What do people do in such a case. As a defense mechanism, they become loud, talk about themselves, gloat in the smallest possible things...